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Bahwa dirimu telah hadir walau masih kaku
Kemudian luka di masa lalu
Kembali menjalar bertambah biru
Akankah kunikmati sayatan itu?
Atau kutendang saja rasa pedih yang menggerogoti sisa sisa tawaku
Sungguh
Aku hanya mau hidup
By balebila
There was a lecturer from hell
Whose name was KL
She had a really big head
And from inside all dead
She loved to terrorize
All the girls and guys
She had red, fiery eyes
And an army of spies
Rumour has it that she
Was cursed for eternity
And took out her frustrations
On all of her students
Voodoo dolls of this evil cow
Are probably world-famous by now
If you see one near you
You should stick a pin in it, too
So, don't feel sorry for this wretch
She's definitely a mega bitch
Who loves to order and shout
Bullying students with clout
By
Vampire
I've taken your hurt and channeled it inside me
The result is the words which you see
I know what happened was totally wrong
But for your sake, you must be strong
They say that time is a wonderful healer
So don't you dare approach a drug dealer
Just take things slow one day at a time
And before you know it, you'll be fine
Let karma worry about revenge and justice
It's most likely going to be a messy business
Learn to laugh and enjoy good company;
It's a must to stop you slipping into insanity!
By
Vampire
I can't begin to explain
The nature of my pain
You left me for dead
You shoulda shot me instead
Can't get over this betrayal
I'm in constant denial
It feels like a dream gone bad
As I hang on to what we had
You tore my soul right out
You've killed me, no doubt
I'm like a spirit, lost and dead
With a heart made of lead
I'm gonna take a deeper dive
I'm totally tired of being alive
I pray that karma teaches you
Not to treat girls as you do
By
Vampire
You made me weep incessantly
I cried so much, it cost me dearly
My salty tears of unimaginable hurt
Flooding the parched ground of dirt
My hopes and aspirations drowned
As i try to bury myself six feet in the ground
Now upon my every breath
I whisper the name of the angel of death
I have no desire to live happily
You crushed me so violently
I'm like a zombie from The Walking Dead
No memories remain in my head
I'm an empty shell of desolation and despair
Totally broken; no hope of a lasting repair
I feel life slowly slipping away from me
As I sink into a world of darkness for eternity
By
Vampire
The wounds of deception and treachery
Killed off her soul completely
Darkness surrounded her perpetually
As she was confined to endless misery
Tears streaming down her face
As she mentally prepares for Outer Space
Her heart broken and savagely abused
Leaving her shell-shocked and bemused
Her trust has all but evaporated
Leaving her feeling shallow and deflated
She'll never ever love again
As she hides her tears in the rain
Love hurt her more than she knew
Now she'll forever refuse to say "I Do"
By
Vampire
The winds of love sweep her off her feet
As she longingly awaits for the first meet
Her sparkling eyes dancing with joy
Eager to get one look at the special boy
Electric currents run down her spine
As she prays that everything goes fine
Her heart beats fast inside her chest
As the excitement doesn't let her rest
As the clock approaches half-past seven
She's already wandering about in heaven
Wearing a smile that's big and wide
As sparks of joy perpetually erupt inside
By
Vampire
I'm drowning in desire
With death at my door
I feel the heat from the fire
But I don't wanna go
A million things I gotta do
All swirling in my head
Missions to accomplish, yo
Before I'm cold and dead
I made the world my priority
Above everything I knew
Now I see clearly in sobriety
And know not what to do
I'm totally panic-stricken
Saturated with my sweat
With the world I was smitten
Adoring it crazily like my pet
Now my eyes are open wide
I see the wrong of my ways
I allow wisdom to pour inside
Seeking change in my last few days
"It's better late than never"
My mama used to say
I must change forever
And follow a better way
By
Vampire
Hey fella with a lonely heart
What kinda romance did you start?
She's a million miles from you
And comes from royalty, too
You dreamed a dream of romance
You lost yourself in a lover's trance
Just one glance is all it ever took
And now you can't erase that look
Your dreams are vivid and colourful
But, fella, you gotta be truthful
She's in a league of her own
Your pursuits will end in a groan
Erase those beautiful memories
Free your soul from the fantasies
Don't be a slave to your desire
Curb them and transcend higher
There's happiness elsewhere
I'm so certain, I solemnly swear
So release your soul from misery
For everlasting peace and serenity
By
Vampire
Part 1
The rain lashed down mercilessly on to the hard tarmac road. Such was the deluge, it seemed as if someone in heaven had pulled out the bath plug!
Dark and severely gloomy was the sky, foreboding evil and devilry. Occasional bouts of lightning sporadically lit up the night sky followed several seconds later by thunderous booming echoes which seemed to fill the whole of earth.
She drove at a steady speed along the desolate roads; no sign of another human for miles around. She didn't want to travel in such alarming weather but the phone call from the hospice was not good: her mother had developed multi-organ failure and had only a few hours to live.
The window wipers steadily cleared the rain from the windscreen but nothing could hide the steady stream of tears flowing down her cheeks.
Her solitary car light beam lit up an old road sign and she allowed herself a tiny smile for her mom's town was getting nearer.
Suddenly, the car lurched violently left and then right; the tyres screeched as she frantically pressed the brakes. The car spun helplessly crashing into the central reservation barrier and then careered unnaturally in a tail spin towards the grassy ditch.
A robust tree helped the car come to a stop but nit before suffering a few rolls and collisions. She lost consciousness for at least 5 minutes. The constant and annoying sound of the horn woke her up. She cursed loudly once she realized her predicament.
Red blood was seeping from a deep gash on her forehead and ran down her face. She cursed out loud again - uttering all kinds of obscenities - and only stopped due to sheer lethargy.
She scrambled for her handbag and pulled out her mobile phone. A third tirade of absolute filth poured forth from her mouth as she realized her mobile phone had no reception.
She punched the steering wheel with all the strength she could muster and then leaned on it with her forearms. She started crying bitterly as the hospice phone call replayed in her mind - it didn't take long for her dress to get saturated with salty tears.
She rested her head in her arms and resigned herself to her ill fate - knowing it would be several hours before daytime came and with it, the remote chance of a rescue.
Just as she closed her eyes and bitterly fought back the hot tears from erupting, there was a knock on the driver's door window!
Part 2
At first she thought she had imagined it, but her doubts were quickly dissipated as the knocking on the window started again.
She wiped the condensation off the window and stared out to find a hunched figure of a bespectacled man donned in a yellow raincoat and clutching an umbrella and torch.
She rolled down her window and his soothing voice was an instant tonic to her injured body and soul. He helped her out of the mangled wreckage and shielded her from the unrelenting rain using the umbrella. He had a nice, warm face she thought to herself as he guided her to his house.
Every step was painful for her but using the nice gentleman as her human crutch, she managed to hobble through the searing pain. They reached a two-storey house and despite the darkness, she could tell it belonged to an affluent family.
The garden was immaculate and there were a myriad of plants and flowers which danced wildly in the rainy storm.
Once inside the house, the nice man pointed out the bathroom and brought dry clothing and told her to refresh herself. However, the eerie silence of the house gave her goosebumps.
The bathroom was neat and clean with all the amenities a normal family would require. She hurriedly undressed out of her soaking wet clothes and literally jumped in the shower.
The hot water did for an instant wipe away all of her pain, anxieties and fears. About 6 minutes into her shower, she suddenly became restless.
All of the nervous energy and emotions coursed through her veins and she became dizzy and nauseous and almost drifted off into a dark world devoid of light and sound. Her heart began racing incredibly quickly and it seemed like it was going to jump out of her chest any second now.
She instinctively clutched and wrapped the shower curtain around her body. All she could repeatedly utter to herself in a barely audible whisper was "holy fuck" in a horrified, scared tone.
Though she had no concrete proof, she felt a very intense conviction that someone or something had been staring at her...from the very moment she had entered the bathroom!
Dear douchebags and vagabonds
And miscreants and delinquents
And all those who made me weep
Often making me cry to sleep
I want to say loud and clear
To those far away or very near
I forgive you from the heart so
Killing with kindness is the way to go
By
Vampire
My soul was in a deep dark abyss
Ever since I stole a forbidden kiss
My dreams are dark and cold
I was the foolish one chasing gold
I thought of castles in the air
And picnics in my secret lair
I spent my days flying in the air
Out of my senses, completely unaware
Lost in a haze of fairytales and love
But always feeling it was not enough
Or perhaps I was caught in lust
My judgment I don't quite trust
But since falling hard from the sky
I don't feel guilty for having a try
For life is full of wonderful experiences
Like when you steal a forbidden kiss
By
Vampire
You're fighting demons left, right n centre
As they breach your mind and enter
They whisper torrid, toxic things
Whilst preying on the weak beings
Invisible beings full of evil and mischief
They unrelentingly cause chaos and grief
They miuse their talent and power
Causing human angst hour after hour
They're consumed by flames of evil
Answering to the call of the chief devil
Whether you call him Satan or Lucifer
Your soul is what he wants to conquer
But you're very powerful too
You can pray a verse or two
And watch how the demons run
Like darkness is chased by the sun
With the power of God on your side
Through life's tests you shall glide
Be they demons or voices within
With God on your side, you'll always win!
By
Vampire
I hear you say maybe
But did you know baby
The smile is not fake
And it was no mistake
It came from the heart
For a person really smart
Whose talent has shone
And whose legacy will live on
It was a smile of glee
And will last eternally
Like a rapturous spark
Penetrating the dark
You can be like The BFG
Collecting smiles happily
So capture every smile
Look after them for a while
For a day might come
When I'm long gone
But my smiles will be
Your only treasured memory
By
Vampire
Dahan Pinus yang melukis langit senja
Cahaya matahari yang mulai bersembunyi
Siluet rindu dari sinar mata
Entah kamu, sepi, atau sunyi
Makna gemilang hanya untuk pulang
Garis yang berlari meniti hijau putih
Tanah tempat terkuburnya tulang
Cerita kerajaan, raja-raja, dan patih
Siar seutas bunyi pengharapan
Pada menara yang menjulang tinggi
Bola-bola duka, suka, dan kenyataan
Saat malam bergantian dengan pagi
Pada jalan panjang yang berbelok-belok
Kuceritakan awan dan warna jingga
Pada rentang impian yang berkelok-kelok
Kutanamkan keyakinan dan cinta
Sigli, 1 Mei 2018
Oleh: Annisa
Ada sebuah senyum indah
Merekah merah berbahagia
Memanggil nama
Langit cerah bercahaya
Ada sebuah kisah wajah
Hilir mudiknya nirmala
pada kasih dan rasa
Penantian dan asa
Ada sebuah kubah
Peraduan impian frasa
Air, angin, dan tanah
Berwisata ke adanya
Ada keluh kesah
Tentang cinta
Misalnya waktu menyapa
Bagaimanakah ia?
Banda Aceh, 1 Mei 2018
Oleh: Annisa
Waktu...
Taklukkan aku!
Patahkan persendianku!
Bekukan aku hingga tak bersuhu!
Aku rebah ditebas rindu yang menderu.
Pun, aku latah menguntai apa-apa.
Gila meredam gelora asa yang membara.
Getir membakar potret kenangan refleksi masa.
Waktu...
Tendang aku dari masa lalu yang terus membabat.
Selamatkan aku dari kemelut yang terus menyayat.
Lelah aku, meretas ulang sulaman luka yang sentiasa mengabdi.
Putus asa, bak mencari daun kering yang berguguran di musim semi yang dijamuri _lili_.
Waktu...
Tarik aku dari penjara masa.
Bebaskan aku dari jeruji derita.
Tuntun aku menjinakkan rimba aksara.
Yang terus menggerogot _bola ajaib_ tanpa suara.
Waktu ialah aku.
By sopi nurisa
She cries to herself at night
Though you'd never know it.
It hurts but she's up for a fight
Her pain - she'll never show it.
As crystal tears run down her face
She has an iron will to bear it.
Embroiled in a desperate race
She can accurately describe it.
She can withstand a lot of pain
She's an unsung, unknown hero.
Despite the screams in her brain
Her pain threshold we won't know.
Her inner strength is unequaled
But her I must commemorate.
Her will to survive unrivaled
She's undoubtedly really great.
By
Vampire
Pretty in pink with the gorgeous smile
Haven't seen you in a while
I really don't know what to do
To escape from this love voodoo
It was your eyes that cast a spell
Lifted me right out of hell
Sent me soaring hypnotized
Left me utterly mesmerized
Stronger than a patronus charm
Your spell protected me from harm
I felt safe from the tormentors
Be they witches or dementors
Now I feel the spell is weak
That's the end of my lucky streak
As I sink back into my lair
Your voodoo has left me in despair
By
Vampire
Don't be drowned in sadness
That'd be akin to madness
See the rays of light
Know the future is bright
All those sleepless nights
Burdening yourself with frights
Won't give you peace and solace
But more wrinkles on
your face
Learn to forgive and let go
It's ok to go with the flow
You can't control every eventuality
So quit fretting and exist naturally
Good times are around the bend
So allow your anxieties to end
Let your smile light your face
And extend out to outer space
By
Vampire
I got this feeling deep inside
Which I try really hard to hide
For courage has deserted me
I'll keep this secret for eternity
I'll smile like crazy
Be in a world of ecstacy
Remembering you alone
Staring at your picture on my phone
A thousand sweet melodies
Are my medicinal remedies
All sung in praise of thee
To preserve your memory
Laughing at your craziness
For it fills my emptiness
But, alas, you won't ever know
How much I love you so
By
Vampire
I tell my unruly heart
I must let them go
Though it'd tear me apart
It's only right, I know
I won't cry tears of hurt
I'll reflect on good advice
Try to scrub off the dirt
And join the company of the wise
I must get to eternal heaven
By killing my desire
It's been a dream since I was seven
To save myself from the fire
Passing through the baptism of fire
Forging myself in the furnace of love
Submitting to my Master's desire
Knowing he loves me is enough
By
Vampire
Aku bertarung melawan rasa
Agar suka tak terungkap
Aku berperang melawan asa
Berharap bibir tak terucap
Berdiri di balik jarak nan jauh
Berbisik pada hati yang rapuh
Tekadang sempat aku mengeluh
Tapi ah, aku tak punya sepuluh
Ku urung rasa yang membara
Berusaha menjaga fitrah
Kekaguman yang ada
Karena lantunan Qur'anmu nan indah
Sekali lagi, aku pilih diam
Memang, aku lebih baik bungkam
Sampai waktu kan menentu
Apakah kamu benar pilihan Rabbku
By: Rica MH
Aku bertarung melawan rasa
Agar suka tak terungkap
Aku berperang melawan asa
Berharap bibir tak terucap
Berdiri di balik jarak nan jauh
Berbisik pada hati yang rapuh
Tekadang sempat aku mengeluh
Tapi ah, aku tak punya sepuluh
Ku urung rasa yang membara
Berusaha menjaga fitrah
Kekaguman yang ada
Karena lantunan Qur'anmu nan indah
Sekali lagi, aku pilih diam
Memang, aku lebih baik bungkam
Sampai waktu kan menentu
Apakah kamu benar pilihan Rabbku
By: Rica MH
Suatu hari..
Aku melangkah tanpa arah
Aku terus melangkah, karena aku memang tidak tau arah
Sampai kutemukan sebuah gubuk yang tua namun indah
Ku dapati dua hal berbeda di sana..
Hujan dan senja..
Aku terbungkam seribu bahasa
Mengagumi kebesaranNya..
Hujan..
Dia berbagi cinta,
Dan menumbuhkan tanaman.
Sungguh, itu Rahmat dari sang Maha Cinta.
Walaupun dia di rundung kegalauan.
Dan senja,
Mengajarkan ku untuk selalu ikhlas menerima takdir Nya,
Meskipun sebagian orang membenci kehadirannya..
Ya, hujan dan senja.
Dua hal yang berbeda namun sama, sama² indah di pandang mata.
Hujan dan senja.
Aku cinta keduanya..
By: Lina
I stole her lipstick and handbag
And her sequin dress
I know what you're thinking
But hey, don't stress
I borrowed her eyeliner
And some Chanel no. 5
Stole her best diamonds
Oh God, I feel so alive!
I glide in my sexy heels
As the wind blows through my hair
Guys stare open-mouthed
As I drag them to my sexy lair
I suffocate them with romance
Stealing their sleep at night
I teach them how to dance
But oh boy, they're in for a fright!
By
Vampire
Ku rindu sang pecandu senja,
Yang berbesar hati mencinta
Yang tak pernah lelah tersenyum, walau hati berduka
Yang kadang terjatuh, namun dia bangkit untuk orang yang dia cinta.
Ku rindu sang pecandu senja,
Yang datang, dan tidak pernah pergi
Yang selalu menyemangati..
Dia layaknya hujan,
Yang sebagian orang mengira bahwa dia adalah bencana,
Namun tidak!
Dia lah karunia dari Nya..
Dia seperti hujan,
Yang menghapus tangisan dan menggantinya dengan senyuman.
Ku curi namanya tuk ku sebut dalam do'a,
Karena raga tidak sanggup menyapa.
Ku rindu sang pecandu senja,
Seperti aku merindukan sang hujan..
Jangan tanya siapa dia,
Karena kau lah orangnya..
By: Lina
I know you're unhappy
Full of raw emotion
Maybe you're angry
Deep in commotion
You must be hurting
The wounds must be deep
I hear you crying
Whilst you pretend to sleep
Your fake smile
Fools everyone
You try hiding the turmoil
Pretending to have fun
But deep down inside
I know what you're feeling
Trying to hide
As all is collapsing
But you gotta fight
To the bitter end
Giving up ain't right
Listen to your heart, friend
You must be strong
Stand up tall
Right all the wrong
You can't ever fall
You have the strength
Of a thousand warriors
Dispel the torment
Bury the failures
You have an army
We're all behind you
I'll always love thee
No matter what you do
By
Vampire
I stand in the roaring breeze
Embracing the arctic freeze
Like a dervish I'm twirling
As snowflakes are falling
Surrounded by a blanket of white
So pure it fills your heart with delight
I'm lost in the soft fluffiness
I'm in love with the snow I confess
I'm gonna build my own terracotta army
From snow and ice that's shiny and sparkly
I'll also have snowball fights
Till momma turns off the lights
My only wish is for you to be here
I want my snow queen to be near
She's prettier than a million snowflakes
Every time I see her my soul quakes
By
Vampire
I have a friend in Indonesia.
She’ll do anything to try to please ya.
She’s got a cutie face and chubby cheeks,
And a little Indo accent when she speaks.
She likes furry kitties and birds too.
And her favorite color is not purple but blue.
She plays guitar and sings like a goddess,
And I’m telling you this because she’s too modest.
She teaches, works out, swims, and dances.
And hot guys always give her glances.
She’s been my friend for many years,
And I’ve never had a friend so dear.
Can you guess who this poem is for?
I’ll only give you one hint more.
She’s an Aries with a birthday April 4th.
And her name is Balebila...of course!!
By Gene
A thousand melodies in my head
Won't let me rest on my bed
I'm drowning in the orchestra of love
The music won't be enough
I won't survive without your kiss
I gotta experience heavenly bliss
Before I drown in this deluge of love
I long for your tender touch
Wave upon wave crash over me
The current pulls me to misery
Once again I slowly drown
But destiny can't make me frown
I have so many awesome memories
Outnumbering the leaves on trees
And though the current of love separates us
It can't ever drag away the memories
By
Vampire
Oh seeker of rare earthly beauty
Free thyself from choking anxiety
Don't lose hope in the almighty
He'll send her when you're ready
I sense you're buzzing like a bee
Drowning in luxurious honey
You wanna taste of the elixir of love
But just one lick can never be enough
You gotta wait for eternity
To get one glimpse of me
For I'm not from this earthly realm
I'm from the fiery depths of hell
By
Vampire
I opened my mouth to sing thee a song
But I got the tune all wrong
The gravity of the situation
Made me choke with emotion
Silent tears flowed like a stream
My insides aching to scream
The pain was real as can be
As I sat down sullenly
I sang loudly instead
In the emptiness of my head
Just look into my eyes
And the lyrics will materialize
Move your lips and sing with me
A moment to cherish for eternity
Our love still triumphantly lingers
As we exchange musical whispers
By
Vampire
The raindrops hit my skin
Setting me on fire from within
Remembering the memories
When you were the queen of my fantasies
I'm guilty of a secret smile
That's visible from a mile
The water droplets gently caress
The places you'd endlessly kiss
I let the tears fall freely
As they're attracted by gravity
Coz nobody can see my pain
Whenever I cry in the rain
A sudden calmness comes over me
The rain has washed away the misery
I look up at the heavens and grin
I'm born again without sin
Electricity flows from my head to toe
I'm indifferent to friend and foe
The rain has cleansed me of the hate
I finally feel alive and great
By
Vampire
If the sun has no longer intention to warm up young leaves that wave gently welcoming day of new..
Then why are the birds still singing and hoping they would find happiness from every single drop of morning dew
There's a miracle
Hidden beneath the farthest path along down to the nearest step
And I'm counting myself
That I'll be right there to kneel before you and kiss you and breathe you
Coz I have faith
I believe the sun still shines
And heals the scars
I believe you're still mine
No matter how far you are
By balebila
Life is full of stanzas
From birth to death
Everything's recorded
From the first to the last breath
Some stanzas are full of colour
Romance and escapdes
Mystery and adventure
And happiness tailor-made
Other stanzas are dark
Scary and full of screams
Unending nightmares
And bleak dreams
A few stanzas will test you
Maybe make you cry
Leaving you dazed and confused
No matter how much you try
Many stanzas will be magical
Taking your breath away
Speeding your heart beat
Making your soul sway
But together, all these stanzas
Make you what you are
From the first one to the last
They all combine to make you a superstar
By
Vampire
The world spun around me
Like a raging tornado
I saw everything moving
In super slo-mo
I felt the rhythm of life
Coursing through me
I heard a thousand melodies
Calling me in ecstasy
The light of a billion stars
Dazzled my vision
As I stared at your portrait
In my dimly lit kitchen
Wanting just one chance
To embrace you tightly
And listen to the whispers
Your heart sends out quietly
By
Vampire
I'm falling down a deep abyss
Can't be saved by your tender kiss
Drowning in waves of death
Can't be saved by your breath
I'm fighting imaginary foes
Don't wanna add to your woes
Embracing the warmth of hell
Ignoring your passionate yell
The venom is now a part of me
Consuming me fully eventually
Disappearing forever without a trace
Till even I forget my own face
By
Vampire
Last night I sat,
With my luxurious fat cat,
And watched the sunset settle.
The sunset sat and sunk,
And sizzled and shrunk,
Into that blue ocean’s kettle.
The sun was so hot,
And I thought a lot,
About your lips so red and supple.
When the light turned to evening,
And your heavy breathing,
When the cat and you and I cuddled.
Then the cat meowed “WOW”,
When he realized how,
We were like that steamy sunset.
One of us light and one of us water,
Sinking into each other,
As our lusty, dusky lips met.
Kita pernah berada di dahan yang sama,
Mengagumi helai daun yang sama,
Kini kita kembali kesana,
Bertengger pada tangkai daun yang ditiup angin,
Pada sayap-sayap kita,
Kita percaya dan terbang tinggi,
Dari kejauhan tampak pohon itu berdiri tegak,
Pucuk yang meliuk-liuk,
Menyampaikan pesan untuk merindu,
Beristirahat dan bersiul indah,
Masih dengan kecoklatan dan kehijauan yang sama,
Tetapi dengan pelangi di langit yang berbeda,
Peraduan yang meneduhkan mata.
Banda Aceh, 10 Februari 2018
Annisa
There's no way I can erase all
The description of the nature
A minute determines a smile
The pieces of the sweetest places
I nurture my feeling gradually
The lovely chaser is gone
I hope I knew what it was
Pages of note that stops my steps
Hides my eyes away
At the ground, I've got the silver lock and key
The wind hits my feet
I'm running
Coz I'm catching,
Poems dragged me to witness
A room with no wall
Banda Aceh, Feb 9th 2018
By: Annisa
Aku lupa, aku pernah mencumbui senja pekat itu bersamamu.
Meneguk setiap tetes bualan yang ia hadirkan kala itu.
Jika bisa disebut nikmat, aku akan memanggilnya begitu.
Namun sayang, senja waktu itu tak indah sama sekali untuk di adu.
Percayalah! Aku masih mendekor dengan sempurna momen senja itu.
Menghiasi setiap dindingnya dengan renda-renda mengkilat yang menderu.
Memasang neon-neon yang sebenarnya sama sekali tak pernah menyala.
Toh, walau begitu senja kala itu memang tak pernah mengakui keberadaanya.
Apa lagi? Apa lagi yang perlu kau tau tentang senja yang kita tinggalkan di sana?
Apa lagi yang kau harapkan? Pekatnya benar-benar lekat, serat akan noda-noda.
Sejenak, ku garap sepasang bola mataku untuk menelisiknya sekali lagi.
Benar-benar sunyi, tak ada tanda-tanda pernah ada kehidupan sama sekali.
Ku susuri ulang setiap incinya di sumur usang yang pernah ku gali.
Culas, aku hanya mendapati seonggok manusia yang di pantulkan air di permukaannya, bayangku sendiri.
Tampak konyol, sampai-sampai aku tak pernah menyadari.
Senja pekat itu ciptaanku sendiri, kebodohan masa lalu yang terulangi.
Kenyataan itu menohokku telak, aku tak patut di kasihani.
Menyakitkan memang, tapi nyatanya aku masih mampu bangkit untuk berdiri.
Bukan, senja pekat itu sama sekali bukan ilusi, tidak sama sekali.
Aku tak pernah bisa memintanya pergi, angkat kaki ataupun undur diri.
Aku memilih berdamai dan menyalami kalutnya hati.
Aku belum lagi mati, masih kuat untuk berlari.
By
Sopi
I'll be sexcessive instead
As we wrestle in your bed
I'll make you moan and scream
Letting you know it ain't a dream
I'll suffocate your lips
As my hands caress your hips
My fingers in your silky hair
My tongue touching you everywhere
I won't stop lovin'
Until you're in heaven
Leaving my precioussss
Excited and breathless
Hugging you tight
In ecstatic delight
Breathlessly whisperin'
"Let's do it all again..."
By
Vampire
I disappear, dear.
I don't want to, but I have a fear.
I am scared to be here.
Impossible to hold on this tear.
We knew that we're lost.
Our path will never cross.
I can't lock my diamond in yours.
Am I sad?Oh c'mon, of course.
What did you expect me to do?
I never ask for more than my due.
Nobody will do all the things I did for you.
No one will kiss you like I do.
You lied, you told me that you could forget me without stress.
But I can feel the pain right in your eyes.
I needa feel your best embrace.
But I'da told you, to be honest.
I'mma leave you.
I betcha get all the new.
You still love me, that's what I knew.
But I gotta leave you.
By Sopi Nurisa
Coba tebak!
Aku sedang merindu?Tidak, begitulah harusnya.
Tidak. Aku tidak sedang merindu, sekalipun itu jingga maupun senja.
Aku hanya memaksa sebatang pena untuk tetap terjaga.
Menulis kisahku?Oh bukan, ayolah, itu terdengar lucu sekali.
Percayalah!Aku hanya memaksa sebatang pena untuk menari.
Menyaksikan pena itu menyapu kertas putih bersih bergaris-garis.
Bukan untuk membersihkan, justru mengotori kertas itu dengan tintanya, bukan menulis.
Hanya menarik garis dari titik satu ke titik lainnya.
Aku tak mampu mengendalikan pena gila yang bersenjatakan tinta.
Dia mengambil alih kendali atas jari-jariku yang tak berdaya.
Memaksa sang jari untuk memeluknya erat, dan berdansa sampai membentuk dua patah kata.
Ah, kejam sekali!
Pena itu mengejek ketidakberdayaanku.
Menerjang habis ego dan kebohonganku.
Baiklah, benar. Aku sedang merindu.
Arrrgh..Aku kalah, iya aku tak menulis di kertas itu.
Aku hanya mengukir namamu lewat pena gila itu.
Tak lebih tak kurang, menarik, begitu pikirku.
Alfabet-alfabet kesukaanku menjajal setiap sudut kertas bersih tadi.
Ya. Namamu, harusnya kusembunyikan saja dalam kubangan sunyi.
Tak tau diri!
Makiku pada diri sendiri.
By Sopi Nurisa
I never knew I'd find a sister, for we were just strangers
I never knew I'd have a relationship,with someone who wasn't in my companionship
I never knew that the day I saw you, would be one of the best days in life, and it's no lie..
I never knew we'd belong to something as we call *Sisterhood*..
Dearest sister of mine..
Please know your value
When I'm feeling blue,
Your shoulder is there like a tissue
To wipe away all the blues..
And when I'm feeling down, you're whom I can count on
You're always there until it's gone
Oh, sister of mine
Keep this in mind
I thank you for coming into my life
And making it more meaningful..
Oh, sister of mine,
I adore you
I look up to you
Thank you..
By: Lina 💕💕
Hey mysterious lover
You don't know your worth
Oh how my heart aches
Everytime I step onto your turf
You give me sleepless nights
With endless screams
Insomnia, beautiful nightmarezzz
And lovely dreamz
Every moment of longing
Seems like a million years
All the sweet memories
Fill my eyes up with tears
My every breath is for you
My heart pines for your touch
I never in my lifetime
Thought I'd miss you this much!
By
Vampire
