UNTIL YOU COME HOME

Back to the nature.

Back to the sky.

I sing a song for my future.

With no doubt and shy.

Strumming my emptines out with these fingers.

Calling your name louder than thunders.

The chords and melodies have replaced your absence.

I'm back to my guitar, back to my patience.

Singing sweet songs about you and me. 

About  fight and love,  about cry and smiley

Lord of the sky, I'm looking at you

Bring him back, my dearest guru

Singing sweet songs alone

Until you come home

By balebila

GOOD LUCK

I guess it's the time for a bird to leave it's cage and fly to the horizon.
The wings will spread wider and longer flapping under the warmth of morning light.

I guess it's the time for a bird to seek for happiness.
I wave my hand down here in loneliness.

Don't hesitate to soar yourself up
Your little goodbye was pretty enough

I admit I have nothing to complete your life

The bird wants freedom
No more cage  and life of boredom

Then cut  that chain off your feet
Let yourself go and choose your own seat

Just forget how we first met.
Your future is more important, I bet

I'll try not to cry  I won't  shed a tear
I will pray I always remember you near

Though it's difficult to hide my sad look
As I read again our sweet diary book

By balebila

ASHES OF IDIOCY

This is the final curtain
I've been shot by Satan
There's no going back now
This is my final bow

Nothing more to say
I'm going far away
To another dimension
Free of hurt and tension

My lips on the poisoned chalice
My heart free of malice
I sink into dark oblivion
Can't undo what the devil's done

I'm the hapless fool
Who was Satan's tool
Rushing forth for ecstacy
But left in ashes of idiocy

Run, run, gotta run
Full speed into the sun
Let my body explode
As I reach my final abode

No hate, no regrets
No sunrise nor sunsets
Just silent darkness
And blank emptiness

By
Vampire

THESE SCARS OF MINE

As I caress these scars of mine
I hope that you're feeling fine
You shot me through my heart
But I didn't easily fall apart

When you pushed me and I fell
You thought I had gone to hell
But I somehow conquered gravity
And flew to heights of ecstasy

I let go of all the pain and hate
I surrendered to life and fate
I forgive you for all you said
How you wished to see me dead

I'm now totally at peace
I can go through life with ease
I've learnt to forgive my enemies
I've stopped my killing sprees

I was partially guilty, too
I shouldn't have neglected you
But let's leave the bad in the past
And have a truce that can last

I'm done killing myself constantly
I'm done harming myself perpetually
I'm done crying myself to sleep
I'm done watching my loved ones weep

And I'll wear these scars with joy
But don't think it's part of a sick ploy
I wanna remember from whence I came
So I don't go back to being the same

By
Vampire

PSYCHOPATH

They say I'm a psychopath
Who lived to see the aftermath
Of the evil and turmoil
And the blood spilt on the soil!

They warn you to beware of me
I'm lost way too deep in insanity
I'm so bad, they quietly say
I make the devil look good, hey!

They say I'm evil personified
Nothing about me is dignified
That I dabble in the world of dark magic
And know the most fearsome trick!

They say I'm the devil himself
That has a stash of ill-gotten wealth
Some say I'm surely the walking dead
Say they've seen me without my head!

They can hurl whatever at me
I'll only smile back jovially
I'll nod my head at the accusations
I wanna see them run in all directions!

I'm no psychopath, I'm just me
Angel or devil, all are invited cordially
I just totally abhor being normal,
Always upright and so damn formal!

You only live once, gotta have some fun
Be it dancing or watching the setting sun
Go make lasting and happy memories,
Take a million different selfies!

And if haters call you this and that
Or perhaps insinuate that you're a psychopath,
Smile at them oh so lovingly;
Nothing kills them as efficiently!

By
Vampire

I GOTTA

I venture the streets like a homeless man
I'm the rebel without a cause or plan
I let the world pass by and stare
Because I'm dead and so don't care

For now I accept what's on my plate
Call it destiny, providence or fate
I gotta find from within, a will to fight
To find my feet n come out into the light

Every day till the last, will be a fight
Just gotta figure out the wrong from right
Knock on new doors, look ahead
Bury the past, for it's truly dead

I gotta carve out a new reality
I gotta reinvent my identity
I gotta abandon the shadows
I gotta deflect the cruel blows

I gotta make myself the no.1 priority
I gotta start loving unconditionally
I gotta start achieving my potential
I gotta ignore the nonsensical

Life's too short to stay stuck in a hole
I gotta take back all of the control
It may be hard, but I gotta break the mould
Can't go back to being the man of old

By
Vampire

LOST WITHOUT YOU

I'm haunted by your memory
In everything I do and see
That's why I love walking in the rain
Nobody can see my tears of pain

No one knows of my heartache
Losing you made me break
There's no medicine or remedy
I will suffer for the rest of eternity

With every breath, I whisper your name
But it doesn't feel right, doesn't feel the same
With every thought, I search for thee
But you're always a fading memory

They tried giving pills to dull the pain
Tried to wipe the memories in my brain
I let them think I've gone insane
As they looked upon me with disdain

They'd need a medical breakthrough
To begin to detect my love for you
For, it races through my blood
Reminiscent of Noah's flood

Though I surf upon this flood of love
It's just not nearly good enough
I need a time-machine desperately
To relive the days you were next to me

Your caresses and tender touch
Everything about you I miss so much
And I'm not ashamed to say it's true
I'm completely lost without you

By
Vampire

GONE

Once upon a time under a lazy moon
A poem was completed soon

The poem was about a heart
Which had been cut into two parts
One was dumb while the other smart
Bad and good could be seen from the start

You gave me many words to declare
This heart got so numb I couldn't bear
Say this
Say that
O, la la
Could you please not to swear?

I need  some peace
In your lullaby kiss

 I got none
 I'm gone

By balebila

WONDERDRUG

You are my wonderdrug
I need an overdose
Inject me with every drop
I don't want an antidote

As the side effects take their toll
I need more to reach nirvana
I go spinning outta control
Am I in Tokyo or Havana?

I want my blood to race
As my heart beats fast
I wanna touch your face
This memory will last

Don't panic if i flatline
Keep giving dose after dose
I'll be doing just fine
As long as you're standing close

When I'm rigid in the mortuary
Don't weep for my soul
I'll see you in purgatory
Where I'll tell you about it all

My body may be dead
But I'm alive and kicking
Just lay down upon the bed
So i can feel your heart beating

Even death can't keep us apart
I'll be with you every day
Your wonderdrug is in my heart
So, don't cry... Smile away

By
Vampire

MY SUNLIGHT

You gave me so much joy and fun
You were my light upon the horizon
You filled me up with energy
You were my source of serenity

You were my light in the darkness
You were the cure for my loneliness
You chased my shadows away
You were my sparkle everyday

You overdosed me on delight
You taught me how to get up n fight
You were my only passion
You were my precious oxygen

You were my sunshine
You kept me feeling fine
You were my sunset
The only treasure I ever kept

Suddenly, you left me in an abyss
I felt I got hit by an eclipse
As if someone turned off the light
And my world was no longer bright

The shadows come back to taunt me
The memories slowly kill me
Who stole my light from the horizon?
How do I live when life's no fun?

You'll always be my twilight
You're the reason to live and fight
I may never see you again
But I will use the bitter pain

I'll learn to embrace the darkness
And forgive your wickedness
I'll become your secret shadow
So close to you, you'll never know

I'll fight off my bitter tears
I'll defeat my phantom fears
I'll right your cowardly wrong
I'll stand up and be strong

Coz you are my sunshine
You are my sunset
I'm yours and you're mine
You, my love, I'll never forget

By
Vampire

MISSIN' YOU

The bond between you and I
Is what makes me cry
People don't see the big deal
But the pain I feel is really real

Now you're gone, I'm all alone
Feeling hurt and badly torn
I miss you so much, nobody'll know
As time passes, i'll keep missin' you more

You'd follow me absolutely everywhere
You'd gently play with my hair
Sometimes you'd be naughty and bad
I'd hide your favourite toy, making you mad

You'd wake me up in the holidays
As I lay sleeping in a dreamy daze
You'd want to play on days I was lazy
You'd drive me bonkers and utterly crazy

When you left, half my soul left with you
Now I'm lost not knowing what to do
You were my dearest best friend
I was unprepared for this kinda end

In the eerie stillness of the air
I hear your voice everywhere
In my dreams, I see you too
Your silhouette teasing me to get you

Time will heal me gradually
And, though I'll never heal completely
I'll cling on to your memory
I'll keep missin' you for eternity

By
Vampire

SUFFOCATION

You tried to suffocate me
I struggled to breathe easy
I tried to stand independently
But you tried to replace gravity

You stole my freedom slowly
And you sapped my creativity
You stifled my inner energy
And you did it all with glee

I was a prisoner in my own paradise
Your moves caught me out by surprise
I thought you'd take me to new heights
But all you did was cause us to have fights

Couldn't you see I was old enough?
I was strong, confident and tough
Why did you burst my bubble?
I never caused you any trouble

You acted like the Godfather
And treated me like your daughter
You slowly sapped my life away
Until I was forced to run night n day

I was a prisoner in my own paradise
Your moves caught me out by surprise
I thought you'd take me to new heights
But all you did was cause us to have fights

You were meant to be my oxygen
But you ended up being my poison
Instead of getting nearer and close
You almost killed me by an overdose

I'm glad I finally found the courage
To leave and channel my outrage
I can spread my wings of serenity
And fly away to another reality

By
Vampire

TIME WILL...

Time will heal your scars
You don't have to run to Mars
Just be strong and stay alive
Sing out loud and learn to jive

Make new and happy memories
Go climb and swing from the trees
Inhale the fresh mountain air
Discover hidden gems everywhere

Don't continue living in the past
Time to raise the flag from half mast
Look to the future with optimism
Learn from the light and the prism

There's a riot of colour here n there
Dive into the unknown without a care
Let go of all your paralysing fears
The world doesn't need to see more tears

Unleash the stronger you upon the world
It's time to leave your shell, girl
Let your enemies see you standing strong
Time will soon right the bitter wrong

By
Vampire

FADING AWAY

Slowly but sure the light is fading
Slowly but sure I see no more shadows of presenting

Everyone's gone
Im typing alone

To the wall of echoing room I get my words back
I guess it's the sign of farewell act

No more stars at night
No more sparkles in the light
No more smile, joke and fight

I hope that everything is allright.

By balebila

WONDER OF THE WORLD

You're more majestic than the white tigers of Bengal
You're more stunning than the Taj Mahal

You're more colourful than the pink city of Jaipur
You're more sparkling than the Kohinoor

You're more marvelous than the Pyramids of Giza
You're more intriguing than the leaning tower of Pisa

You're more beautiful than the Great Barrier Reef
You're more enjoyable than Grisham's The Pelican Brief

You're more awesome than the Great Wall of China
You're more jaw-dropping than the ancient city of Petra

You're more captivating than the Hanging Gardens of Babylon
You're more striking than the Big Ben of London

You're easily more badass than mighty Sparta
You're more awe-inspiring than the civilization of Maya

Mom, you're way more precious than gold
Coz you're the most beautiful Wonder of this world! ❤

By
Vampire

GOTTA FIGHT

You're tougher than you think
I won't let you easily sink
You're in for a surprise
As troubled waters rise

Hold your head high
I promise you won't die
You will change completely
As you clear obstacles clearly

You'll overcome this battle
You won't be slaughtered like cattle
As you bravely persevere and fight
You'll be raised to a new height

So don't give in easily
Plod along jovially
Fun times are straight ahead
It's time to paint the town red

You gotta dig deep and fight
For things precious and right
You'll soon be in rivers of delight
As you see the tunnel has light

By
Vampire

REAPER

When the reaper suddenly calls
Even the bravest of men falls
You can't escape or resist
Or show him an angry fist

Your soul doesn't belong to you
And it won't matter if you know kung fu
Reaper is even immune to spells
And can't be chained up in prison cells

He can walk through a brick wall
Abd easily subdue you in a brawl
He has unearthly, magic abilities
Can move mountains and crush trees

Once your number is called
His duty cannot be stalled
You will leave this earthly abode
To meet with your creator, God

So be prepared for that fateful day
It won't hurt if you start to pray
For an easy ride to the afterlife
Free of hardships and strife

By
Vampire