MONSTER

You left me totally broken
What devilry had awoken?
I was a nervous crying wreck
But you had no mercy, heck!

You are the devil for sure
Your sickness has no cure
You don't deserve a second chance
You don't deserve repentance

After the first time, I was dead inside
It seemed even God had shoved me aside
But you continued to feed your desire
You had no intention to retire

You were supposed to be my hero
Protecting me, wherever I go
I couldn't understand at all
What made you lose control?

You threatened me with a blade
If anything I ever said
You didn't just tear my humanity
You ripped my soul from inside me

Hours later, tears would flow incessantly
Nobody in the world believed me
Not even bothering to see the tear
Nobody was interested enough to care

I would bleed for days on end
I only had the courage to tell one friend
Coz by now I had lost the will to exist
I had lost the ability to even resist

My world came crashing down
I just wanted to jump and drown
Coz the shame would live with me
Stuck like a birthmark for eternity

After I took a fatal overdose
The authorities looked real close
Only to discover a shocking reality
That the monster was abusing me sexually

Now I'm in heaven looking down
Seeing the monster locked in prison
So, dad, do you feel at all guilty
For all the things you did to me?

By
Vampire