A DREAMY SHORT STORY

Fourth grade, we were fellow,
Pikachu yellow book
Saturday and sorrow
You came from the nook
It was a stone painting
They said *that* gentle knows no age, man
You're wise and stunning
Someone I admired is my friend
The math's lesson
Your the only one
The literate discussion
You're the unique and sincere one
I wrote my day and the chamber
I love some letters of the alphabet
Don't you remember?
The scrabble peep at
While they scream and call your name
The eyes followed the face
Did it remind you to my name?
Then one year passed.
Thanks for the word
The gorgeous things you cope
I believe in the creator of the world
For you; "see you on top"
Will the view become a destiny?
A dreamy short story...

By: Annisa Ramadhani
Banda Aceh, October 27th, 2017

I WANNA GO HOME WITH YOU

Sitting alone on a quiet shore, 

I prayed that someone going to pick me home. 

Then I saw many ships coming from very far oceans. 

They were great ships, luxury things to sail with. 

One of them was yours, 

coz I could hear from its sound which was like songs being sung in my dreams, 

coz I could see from lovely poetic words written neatly over the ship’s body.

The captains then one by one came out the ships and asked me to go home with them.

I saw their bating eyes, teasing smiles, and gentle moves, confirming me they were real.

But I couldn’t see you.

I run to your ship but I saw no one.

I just found your steady steering-wheel, your strong anchors, your colorful glittery flags and your romantic tunes from the files.

I didn’t see you. 

Where are you? why it’s so hard to see you?

Just to have a quick glance at your eyes seems like I have to walk on unending path.

Don't you know that only with you I want to go home? 

That only with you I want to sail the ocean, to reach peaceful land we dreamed of?

Since you didn’t come, I walked back to the shore.

Sitting alone, weeping eyes, wishing to the star… 

Dear Prince, I wanna go home...

with you

*by balebila*

MERANGKAI MASA DEPAN

Aku tak bisa bermain dengan rindu
Ketika aku menikmati buku-buku
Aku tak punya masa menjalin cinta
Tujuanku berlari mengejar cita-cita
Aku tak punya waktu luang untuk kuhabiskan
Karena mereka menyiramiku dengan harapan
Aku tau jiwaku penuh dengan impian
Ini lah partisipasi
Demi oase berfase misteri
Semangat berfluktuasi
Butiran keringat yang kurindui
Tarian-tarian berirama
Akan menarik ku ke istana
Kebijaksanaan berisi rima
Diiringi iman dan wacana
Kau tau teman?
Senyum mereka bersinar
Memotivasi bunga berlian
Gerak-gerik yang berbinar
Merangkai masa depan

By annisa ramadhani

Banda Aceh, 24 Oktober 2017
Ig: @annisaramadhani1122

LONELINESS

I'm in a black hole

Consumed by sadness

I have no soul

I only see darkness

All the rainbows

And the stars

Can't undo the blows

Nor erase the scars

Floating aimlessly

In the vastness of life

Won't the Reaper take me

To end my plight?

Maybe it's in my DNA

Or destiny's cruel ploy

I'm a statue of clay

Being handled like a toy

No light at the end of the tunnel 

I only see unending darkness 

Trapped by a cursed spell

Gotta accept my loneliness

By

Vampire

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Dear ...
I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday.
Thank you for the love, the patience, the advice, the support, the encouragement, and for being one of the best people in my life.
You've taught me many good things.
You're someone to love.
You're someone to come when I need a helping hand. You're like my knight in shining armor.
I love it when you smile.
When I'm angry, it keeps me calm.
When I feel so down, it cheers me up.
When I'm happy, it completes the happiness.
There's nothing more beautiful than your smile. Even though it's just in a picture of you. So, please smile, because I love you. ..

By lina

BELIEVE IT WILL HAPPEN

By: Annisa Ramadhani

You can't live in the phase,
Time passed,
I knew, you realize it was the case
But future always better,
Believe in,
Breathe in,
You the only one who provide this,
Please,
Convince your tears,
Did you miss the laughable libraries?
Did it reminds you to amount of chairs?
The fairies can't steadily walk in
The lonely world come in,
The wind you thought there,
Nah then expel,
I've been live in the memorial tour
I've been live in the future
It's the thoughts of yours
Fulfill the suffocated questions
Make it a relaxation
Never play the tricky expression
When you weep?
Why is it deep?
Throw in the action
Build the dreamy reaction
The curious eyes gone,
Thanks in advance
For the mind who walk the chance,
For the leaves who fly through the changes
I believe in the fence
Hold His hand
Life's content
Time's aim
Believe it will happen.

Banda Aceh,
October 16th, 2017
Ig: @annisaramadhani1122

LEGENDS NEVER DIE!

The emotional occasion filled my throat with a lump
And the slightest noise in the eerie silence made me jump

My heart was beating chaotically in my chest

The feeling of impending doom is not the best

As I sat in the lonely hospital corridor

My life's problems weren't so important anymore

Sincerely waiting for news about my beloved friend
Yet, somehow I already knew this was the end

My suspicions were confirmed a little after half-past four

As the surgeon walked through the operating theatre door

His tear-laden eyes and haggard face

Told me my friend had departed for a better place

By

Vampire

RINDU

Getaran di ruang rindu
Pita-pita kehidupan kekasih
Ruang yang hampa dan jarak yang menjarahku
Gelisah di bawah naungan diri
Sepi sendiri selama semi
Terawangi jendela kaca
Rentangan padang terang
Mengejar bayangan kisah indah
Dirimu,
Dalam rindu sendu

*by annisa*
Asaasunnajaah,
Sabtu, 11 Januari 2013
22.02 WIB

Ig: @annisaramadhani1122

BUNGA

Tak terlihat lagi bunga kerajaan
Yang tersimpan di balik tingginya dunia
Tak terlihat lagi bunga harapan
Yang terlipat dalam balutan kelamnya dunia
Tak terlihat lagi bunga impian
Yang terbungkus paku bumi di taman indah sana.

Asaasunnajaah,
Ahad, 9 September 2012
20.55 WIB.

Ig: @annisaramadhani1122

MAGIC SUNSET

Magic sunset
Will never forget
The story written between the lines

Being alone in a deserted place
I'm doomed
I'm terrified
I'm cursed
I'm horrified
Magic sunset knows
Magic sunset writes

Then my arms go up..

O, the creator of dazzling skies
Shower me with your blazing rays
Why can't you feel the pain
Why can't you wipe the misery rain
Now my eyes are open..
Too much love has put me in sadness
Prefer be alone and in consciousness

I'm painting my soul
With magic sunset

My Land

My veins dammed

My eyes glared

My feet dragged

My heart pledged

Met the ground outside

Slapped the consciousness

Stand by my side

The pure identity massed

I yearned the infinite flowers

I eulogized the interesting sky

I collected the valuable colors

I catched the flagged light

Gazed and whispered to my land

Exhaled the gems as much as I can

Outclassed the superpower to send

To my tongue and hand.

Banda Aceh,

October 11th, 2017

By: Annisa Ramadhani

Ig: @annisaramadhani1122

PERGI

Duniamu membisu

Angin senja menerpa wajah

Kau lari mencari cahaya silau

Tinggalkan jutaan pasir terhampar

Lupakan keindahan bunga di tepi

Terus pergi menembus awan

Oleh: Annisa Ramadhani

Asaasunnajaah,

Rabu, 26 September 2012

19.45 WIB

Ig: @annisaramadhani1122

TRANSLATE

A TIME BOMB

A time bomb

For the petrified coward

Why do they come?

They unnecessarily looking forward

Grateful as a painful secret

Sweep it under the rug

The guilty conscious massacred

Wanna escape to the dark

Helplessly waiting for the way

It's mine, wish it isn't,

The suffocated day

Thousands confused hints

I'm standing there

While convincing the law of the universe

Please take care

Till the crayon converse

By: Annisa Ramadhani

Banda Aceh,Tuesday, October 10th, 2017

Siapakah Dirimu Sebenarnya?

Siapakah dirimu sebenarnya?
Berlalu di cabang pohon berpenghuni
Meninggalkan bekas tapak berlumpur
Yang mengganggu perteduhan damai
Meninggalkan pisau tajam
Yang menyayat insan berlalu
Akan ku ragukan dirimu
Ketika ku buka lembaran baru.

Oleh: Annisa Ramadhani

Asaasunnajaah,

Ahad, 9 September 2012

20.30 WIB.

Ig: @annisaramadhani1122

TRANSLATE

PATHWAYS

Where will my heart go?

I see diamonds sparkling in the air

As I look into those smiley eyes from smiley faces and smiley traces

I feel the warmth shooting breeze while smelling each of your kisses

Oh my dear far away stars..

Beneath the sky and the horizon

I found cozy places like heaven

Between you and me

Eternally 

On which path will my heart go?

I can't decide

Both rivers streaming me to the same greenland

I guess we will never end

*balebila*

NEVER GIVE UP!

Life can be good, but also bad.

 One day you're happy, the next you're sad.

 One moment you feel invincible-without a care,

 it seems as though you're flying through the air.

Suddenly, you're brought crashing down.

 Your ecstatic smile replaced by a desolate frown. 

It feels as though you crashed into a brick wall,

 you feel like walking but can't even crawl.

 When faced with such abject misery,

 T'is easy you give up, turn 'n' flee.

 But deep inside you know it's right.

 To face your demons and try to fight.

Coz failure is not falling to the ground, 

T'is in fact the staying down!

By

Vampire

BELCHERS' INC.

I am a Belcher but I do not fart,

For Belchers are a world apart.

Although farters are our brothers in lewdness,

They can never aspire to our level of rudeness.

We launch our belches with a variety of seductions,

While farts are merely boring eruptions.

So come on Belchers, gather round!

And we'll belch some polite sissies down.

While our loathsome friends with explosive asses,

Cripple them with deadly gasses!

By

Gene

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Tears running like a stream

 Seriously wanting it to be a dream.

Lifeless and dying; just lying there

As frantic family traveled from everywhere.

Throwback to the good ol' days

 When he was strong and not easily fazed.

The tears kept flowing at the mortuary.

 Life can change so suddenly.

His face shone with an angelic glow.

"I know you're sad but for now I must go"

Burying him six feet under felt unreal.

 As his life flashed before me like a movie reel.

He was a gentleman in every way.

 Always willing to help, night or day.

With a heart softer than fresh bread.

 I still can't believe he is dead.

(in memory of my late grandad)

By
Vampire

BROKEN HEART

Shattered glass and shattered dreams,

Raised voices and unending screams.

Cuts & bruises and bad romance,

Broken voices and stagnant dance.

Disheveled hair and silent tears,

Discarded food and unknown fears.

Dying flowers and haunting echoes,

When will it end? Nobody knows.

(inspired by the aftermath of a broken relationship)

By

Vampire

A CAT ON THE STREET

A cat who wonders off into the street
Begging for help
Please help me someone

It's cold n big city
Im just tiny me
Hiding under the box

The rain start to drizzle
Please help me someone
Im hungry and cold

A person came forward and saved me
He know cats very well thru war times

Wrapped me in his coat
Farewell world
😊

Bittersweet Love

It feels we've spent a million years apart

I can't overcome the curse

I try to rebuild my shattered heart

But it keeps on getting worse

Silent tears run down my face

I look back and regret my mistake

You aren't someone I can replace

To recover the past, what will it take?

-

I'm bittersweet personified

Insomnia is my best friend

My soul is terrorized

It will never ever mend

Drowning in a sea of regret

The rip tides drag me towards death

You I'll never forget

I'll still love you with my last breath

By

Vampire

Batas Asa

Oleh: Annisa

Ketika dunia menghampirimu,
Kau merenungi batas asa,
Kau pun membentang jarak,
Nuranimu bahagia,
Karena keabadian yang kau pinta,
Kekalkanlah coretan mengapa
Keagunganmu mencari fase nyata,
Serta tempat bersemayam Anugerah-Nya.

Jum'at, 6 Oktober 2017





English translation...

* Limit *

 By: Annisa

When the world overwhelms you,

You're contemplating the limits,

You even stretched the distance,

Your conscience is happy, 

Because of the eternity you want,

Keep snippets why 

Your majesty is looking for a real phase,

And the place of residence of His Grace.

Papa

I love you papa
You are my hero

Never leave me  too far
Coz I want to reach that star
The star which always smiles at me
The star which you introduced to me

My feet are too fragile to catch up your steps
So let me just sit here and lay my head
Listening to your anxious heartbeats
Oh papa, wish I knew the reason of your weep

Maybe you are tired
Too many burdens and problems
Oh papa,
Wish I'm not one of them

Cheer up, papa
Even your hair is turning gray
Mama in heaven kisses you often
Like she said in my dream
That papa looked sweet like ice cream

I love you papa
You are my hero ❤

By Balebila

I Did

I imitated

I learned

I heard

I thought

I decided

I doubted

I trusted

I changed

I ran

I escaped

I begged

I depressed

I came

I met

I said

I buried

I insisted

I survived

I arrived

I did

Finally I did it!

By Annisa

Wednesday, October 4th, 2017.

Oppression

I can imagine their cries

As the soldiers come in

The media spouting lies

As the villages lay burnin'

Unimaginable violence

Screams ringing in the air

The leader sits in silence

Nonchalant, without much care

Wrecked lives and broken homes

Mentally scarred for life

Hearts as hard as stones

Not caring about their strife

Persecution and stolen honour

No mercy for the helpless

Can't ignore the horror

Can't ignore their distress

Gotta stand together and unite

Let them know we care

For their rights we must fight

To release them from this nightmare

(Dedicated to the oppressed people of Rohingya and around the world)

By

Vampire

My Sunshine

Darkness enveloped my heart

The sun got stolen from the sky

I'm allergic to being apart

But I don't know why

Sadness became my shadow

My soul went into mourning

My heartbeat became slow

I didn't want to go on living

Words can't express the pain

As clouds of depression fluttered

I drowned in disdain

Whilst sad lyrics I muttered

And then my sunshine came back

Shining brighter than before

Igniting in me a bright spark

I don't wanna lose you anymore

By

Vampire

Mysterious Girl

I stole a glance in secrecy

As she walked along the road

What unparalleled beauty

Whilst she carried her shopping load

Her smile perfect and serene

Her hair swayed gently

She was a beauty queen

My heart pined for her longingly

With eyes that totally mesmerised

Wearing an expression of piety

I was left totally hypnotized

Wanting to surrender to this deity

Her stride was delicately elegant

Her cheeks glowed warm pink

I try to erase the memory but can't

Thus preserving her eternally in ink

By 
Vampire

Lovely Misery

Oh beautiful, standing there

Oh beloved, with the silky hair

Oh cutie, with the magical smile

Oh honey, it's been a while

I'm drowning in my past

Not sure how long it'll last

One thing I can tell

It's gonna hurt like hell

Cobwebbed memories

Full of tender intimacies

Haunt me perpetually

No end in sight, no mercy!

I whisper a silent prayer

Confessing to my despair

Pleading with the almighty

To erase my misery

By Vampire

Your Love Blue Me Away

The sky's so blue

My heart's so blue

Oh, darling when will I see you

Been waiting for hopes to come true

Looking at the sleeping shore

Missing you more and more

The sky's so blue

I wait for you

By Balebila