ASHES OF IDIOCY

This is the final curtain
I've been shot by Satan
There's no going back now
This is my final bow

Nothing more to say
I'm going far away
To another dimension
Free of hurt and tension

My lips on the poisoned chalice
My heart free of malice
I sink into dark oblivion
Can't undo what the devil's done

I'm the hapless fool
Who was Satan's tool
Rushing forth for ecstacy
But left in ashes of idiocy

Run, run, gotta run
Full speed into the sun
Let my body explode
As I reach my final abode

No hate, no regrets
No sunrise nor sunsets
Just silent darkness
And blank emptiness

By
Vampire

THESE SCARS OF MINE

As I caress these scars of mine
I hope that you're feeling fine
You shot me through my heart
But I didn't easily fall apart

When you pushed me and I fell
You thought I had gone to hell
But I somehow conquered gravity
And flew to heights of ecstasy

I let go of all the pain and hate
I surrendered to life and fate
I forgive you for all you said
How you wished to see me dead

I'm now totally at peace
I can go through life with ease
I've learnt to forgive my enemies
I've stopped my killing sprees

I was partially guilty, too
I shouldn't have neglected you
But let's leave the bad in the past
And have a truce that can last

I'm done killing myself constantly
I'm done harming myself perpetually
I'm done crying myself to sleep
I'm done watching my loved ones weep

And I'll wear these scars with joy
But don't think it's part of a sick ploy
I wanna remember from whence I came
So I don't go back to being the same

By
Vampire

PSYCHOPATH

They say I'm a psychopath
Who lived to see the aftermath
Of the evil and turmoil
And the blood spilt on the soil!

They warn you to beware of me
I'm lost way too deep in insanity
I'm so bad, they quietly say
I make the devil look good, hey!

They say I'm evil personified
Nothing about me is dignified
That I dabble in the world of dark magic
And know the most fearsome trick!

They say I'm the devil himself
That has a stash of ill-gotten wealth
Some say I'm surely the walking dead
Say they've seen me without my head!

They can hurl whatever at me
I'll only smile back jovially
I'll nod my head at the accusations
I wanna see them run in all directions!

I'm no psychopath, I'm just me
Angel or devil, all are invited cordially
I just totally abhor being normal,
Always upright and so damn formal!

You only live once, gotta have some fun
Be it dancing or watching the setting sun
Go make lasting and happy memories,
Take a million different selfies!

And if haters call you this and that
Or perhaps insinuate that you're a psychopath,
Smile at them oh so lovingly;
Nothing kills them as efficiently!

By
Vampire

I GOTTA

I venture the streets like a homeless man
I'm the rebel without a cause or plan
I let the world pass by and stare
Because I'm dead and so don't care

For now I accept what's on my plate
Call it destiny, providence or fate
I gotta find from within, a will to fight
To find my feet n come out into the light

Every day till the last, will be a fight
Just gotta figure out the wrong from right
Knock on new doors, look ahead
Bury the past, for it's truly dead

I gotta carve out a new reality
I gotta reinvent my identity
I gotta abandon the shadows
I gotta deflect the cruel blows

I gotta make myself the no.1 priority
I gotta start loving unconditionally
I gotta start achieving my potential
I gotta ignore the nonsensical

Life's too short to stay stuck in a hole
I gotta take back all of the control
It may be hard, but I gotta break the mould
Can't go back to being the man of old

By
Vampire

LOST WITHOUT YOU

I'm haunted by your memory
In everything I do and see
That's why I love walking in the rain
Nobody can see my tears of pain

No one knows of my heartache
Losing you made me break
There's no medicine or remedy
I will suffer for the rest of eternity

With every breath, I whisper your name
But it doesn't feel right, doesn't feel the same
With every thought, I search for thee
But you're always a fading memory

They tried giving pills to dull the pain
Tried to wipe the memories in my brain
I let them think I've gone insane
As they looked upon me with disdain

They'd need a medical breakthrough
To begin to detect my love for you
For, it races through my blood
Reminiscent of Noah's flood

Though I surf upon this flood of love
It's just not nearly good enough
I need a time-machine desperately
To relive the days you were next to me

Your caresses and tender touch
Everything about you I miss so much
And I'm not ashamed to say it's true
I'm completely lost without you

By
Vampire

GONE

Once upon a time under a lazy moon
A poem was completed soon

The poem was about a heart
Which had been cut into two parts
One was dumb while the other smart
Bad and good could be seen from the start

You gave me many words to declare
This heart got so numb I couldn't bear
Say this
Say that
O, la la
Could you please not to swear?

I need  some peace
In your lullaby kiss

 I got none
 I'm gone

By balebila

WONDERDRUG

You are my wonderdrug
I need an overdose
Inject me with every drop
I don't want an antidote

As the side effects take their toll
I need more to reach nirvana
I go spinning outta control
Am I in Tokyo or Havana?

I want my blood to race
As my heart beats fast
I wanna touch your face
This memory will last

Don't panic if i flatline
Keep giving dose after dose
I'll be doing just fine
As long as you're standing close

When I'm rigid in the mortuary
Don't weep for my soul
I'll see you in purgatory
Where I'll tell you about it all

My body may be dead
But I'm alive and kicking
Just lay down upon the bed
So i can feel your heart beating

Even death can't keep us apart
I'll be with you every day
Your wonderdrug is in my heart
So, don't cry... Smile away

By
Vampire